you've always been and you'll always will be.

In some ways I hate the fact that I had you as my first everything. Because now everyone else has to live up to you. You set the standards, and that scares me. Because even though some guys may come close, I will never feel for anyone what I felt for you. even if i said i didnt care a million times you'd know that i Still did. Some people look down on me because I always need a boy, I need to feel love. But all I can say to that is, at least I have the strength to be able to love with my whole heart, even though it’s been broken so many times before.

" Now you're here and everything changes
Suddenly life means so much
I can't wait to wake up tomorrow
And find out this promise is true
The Heaven knows those years without you
Shaping my heart for the that day I found you
You're the reason for all that I've been through
Then I'm thankful for the day before you "

I LOVE YOU, more than anything.